I need to get something off my chest and what better forum
than my own, neglected blog. I have a two-part tale to tell that might get a
little wordy and possibly emotional but here goes...
Since the start of last year I have been developing new
work. The time is ripe for a new direction. I have not been in a hurry,
exploring ideas and incorporating personal experiences as they arise. Initially
my desire was to work with new, braver colours while still using the matt
exterior/ gloss interior that I love. I started to colour porcelain and fell in
love with the results.
Good.
Needing to make a point of difference with other coloured
porcelain wares currently available, I began experimenting with inlay, abstracting
my previous urban iconography and enjoying this progression in my work.
Great.
Personal issues are bound to express themselves in creative
endeavours and the death of my mother has had a huge impact on this new work.
Nostalgia has crept into my form development and, no doubt, into my choice of
colours.
I inherited a collection of beautiful, traditional tea cups and
saucers such as the one above and I loved the nod to ceramics of my mother’s era when one blue stain I tested appeared so like Wedgwood Jasper-ware blue.
Wonderful.
There is still work to be done. The cup above is not particularly great to drink from, for example, so I have plans to resolve the form. But recently I have felt this new work is finally at a point
where it is fit for public consumption. It will always be developing but I feel
ready to start getting it out there.
Hooray!
This blog has been so neglected of late as
I have been busy taking photos, designing a new wholesale catalogue, putting my
mind to pricing and making, making, making. Finally I took a collection of
bottles, beakers, carafes and bowls in a range of colours to a store last week.
So here is where the tale takes a turn.
First some
background...
For those that are unaware I am a big fan of potter
Lucie Rie. Her work was brought to my attention early in my ceramic career when a
friend noticed parallels in our work, dark matt exteriors with scratched lines
and minimal, functional forms. I was amazed by some similarity in our pieces, made
some fifty years apart - she an Austrian living in London, myself, at the time,
inspired by patterns and markings in the Australian landscape.
Lucie Rie
Sophie Milne
I was aware that
I liked her work because it was like my own and conscious, from that point on,
of recognising her influence but not wanting to imitate.
Recently a new biography was published,
Lucie Rie: ModernistPotter by Emmanuel Cooper, and as soon as I heard about it I ordered a copy and
checked the post box daily for its arrival. Last Friday it came. I stowed the
package in my pannier, rode straight to my studio, made myself a coffee and
undid the cardboard wrapping. Mmmm, the cover image is beautiful, I flipped it
over to look at the back and imagine my astonishment when I laid eyes on this
image...
Holy Fuck.
How could I not have known Lucie Rie designed work for
Wedgewood? How could this cup and saucer, made in 1963, be so similar to one I
just promised a store owner?? How could I have created new work so different
from my previous work and still it looks like Lucie Rie’s??? And why oh why did
this come to my attention the day after I made my first delivery?!
In the past few days I have gone through a mixture of
devastation, feeling my work is unoriginal, self doubt that I hadn’t seen or
been aware of this work before (but I honestly don’t think I have), fear that
any deliberate changes I now make to my own work will feel contrived and a
small, strange element of pride that I design work so like my idol’s.
I have calmed down a little now and realise that the
majority of this new work is not so similar. I am beginning to feel somewhat
stoic. I will let go of the Jasperware blue for now, I have many other coIours
and forms. I am a creative person, I can roll with the punches, I will continue
to develop this work in the personal and honest way I have done to date and it
will not be the same as Lucie Rie’s!
Tomorrow ... the
studio.
Today... I just needed to get this off my chest.